So I was reading some old posts … and I ran across the ones where we lost the baby in 2005. I had a better attitude about things then. I think I’ve become calloused. This time around, it is different, though, there is no hope for another baby. My tubes are tied, no babies here! There is hope in the sense that we could adopt, were we ever able to get our own house & have room for another child.
However, I am blessed. God has been good to us. We have three wonderful boys. I think I was hoping for a different view of God. I know He is still here, still caring & providing for us, I just wish He would have let the baby live. We’ll have to wait and see what all is in store. 🙂
